There are amazing days in life and there are terrible ones.
3 years ago I lost my cat and I can honestly say it was the worst day of my life so far.
The relation with a pet, dog cat or anything else cannot be explained, it is personal and should remain that way.
I still am sad, I still think about her every day, I don´t know if this pain will ever disappear but the love will live on , until we meet again.
Rest in Peace my beloved Lola.